Chemo Day

I am stressed out and unhappy. I cried for a long time last night with Captain Obvious. I hate chemo and I can't wait for it to be done and this good news of mine means that chemo is going to go on for a long time. I don't know if I can do that. I can't do chemo for the rest of my life. The effects on my family of me doing chemo for the rest of my life seem unbearable to me. But I want to have a rest of my life. Is this really the only way to have a rest of my life? So far I have not found any answers I want to hear. I am so unhappy.