Monday, January 9, 2012

Happy Birthday to Captain Adorable!

Captain Adorable turned 5 on Friday. We had a weekend of fun with family and friends to celebrate.  I am so proud of him and I love him so deeply; there is no joy like the joy of my child. There is nothing I would rather celebrate than him. So happy to share the celebration with so many wonderful people!

My next RFA is on Wednesday. I am hoping to go home but planning for spending the night. So thankful to the friends who are helping our family by taking care of him. Knowing that my son is happy, comfortable, and safe allows me to relax without worry. Goodness knows I have enough worry about.

The idea of myself lying on a table unconscious with a breathing tube down my throat, with the anesthesia team shutting off my breathing freaks me out so much. I really didn't even want to write about it because it makes me super scared and brings up many questions that I do not want to think about since I might lose it if I do.


alexis224 said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPTAIN A!!! Five is such a milestone, isn't it? Avery will be 5 at the end of the month, and our relationship is maturing so much lately.

What time is your procedure on Wednesday? I will absolutely have you at the tippy-top of my mind. Best not to think of the particulars, I totally agree. My dad is on peritoneal dialysis - and I often have to shut my brain off to deal with it. Big hugs to you.

Nya gwa said...

wow, five years old how grown up! good luck with it all sweetie, it sounds horrible. big hugs xx